I have had a pleasant day today. I was able to spend time talking with Broutac. It is amazing how fast the marcs go by while I am talking with him. I have even found myself stuttering less and less around him. And for that matter less and less over all. I seem to be more confident now as I learn my profession and I adjust to the the lands of Trinald.
This evening I was able to spend a few marcs speaking with my sponsor Andy. It is nice to catch up with him. He is always excited to see me and check on my progress of my spells. Sadly I had to say no new spells. The Red Guardians are just not being nice to be and drop red glowies.

After a few marcs of training and a few red guardians with no luck of finding a red crystal. I finally decided to do some much needed shopping and bought my next levels gear and stowed it in my vault.
Sitting at the Nexus I wrote a small poem while looking down at the lands.

As my thoughts fall into place
I stare down at the lands
I often forget to slow my pace
and extend my hands.

My thought wounder to one
missing him and hoping he is well
looking forward to the fun
and the stories we tell.

Know that you are in my thoughts
and soon we will have our time
what our hearts have sought
will come in with a chime.


I had a wonderful time at the picnic last night it was to reconnect.

Hearing of a celebration at the Dundee inn for Jeffery having the inn for TEN years. There was talk of cake and flags. After fighting my internal battle, I bravely stuck my head into the inn. Just a couple people where there so I ventured in. The cake was wonderful. Not sure who the baker was but it was great. After talking for a while I ventured out and took a walk. Yes Enchantresses do that too.
My mind was wondering as aimlessly as i was walking around. Thinking of how much I had grown internally since arriving. No longer do I hide at the site of a tall male. Nor at the site of a demon. I try to talk to those I do not know more often. My stutter is ever present, but at times when comfortable there are times it softens a lot.
I have even been spending time with a very special man. He is so sweet and charming. The last few days we have not been able to see each other but I am sure we will soon. I miss him.